"Your words have no power to alter the truth. Your perception does not affect any reality but your own... it is your words and deeds that cast your reflection. "

~Luna Jade, musician

Thursday, June 14, 2007

Entry for August 07, 2006

Many apologies yet again for not keeping up with this. I have a bad feeling the closer I get to that decade I'll end up putting it off more and more because deep down I dread the hell outta talking about it. You'll notice by the new look of the blog that I've opted to skip right ahead into the timeframe when I started my diary. So you have an idea where my mind was Im going to type straight from the diary itself. Fair warning I do go into my own religious beliefs in a part of it. So you have fair warning I will say I do believe whole heartedly in God and do believe He does communicate with us when we are ready to hear His words. Some people are mature enough to hear His words and are perfectly capable of holding conversations with Him and understand everything. Others (like myself), either havent been walking on His path long or have been on and off the path alot. These people, I believe are in the youth of their walk yet...much like children...and like children they understand pictures better than words. I havent exactly been the best Christian and havent been walking the path like I should and as such only understand when He provides pictures to help me understand. The diary begins in the next entry. I highly doubt that these entries will have any pictures so you'll just need to keep track of the dates.

Original entry from Yahoo 360 on Monday August 7, 2006 - 11:58pm

06/14/2007 :Side notes: as you can see I had a really rough time facing this time in my life. I still do infact. Once I get caught up it could be days before I actually type the next entry as everytime I pull the diary out I end up with a headache.

1 comment:

ChicagoLady said...

Hugs you and hands you some aspirin.